Leaving day

We leave for the airport in less than two hours. That is a scary fact. It still hasn't properly hit me that we're leaving, it hasn't seem to hit my suitcase yet either, which is still open in my room. Do I take my blue or cream shoes? Do I have enough room for all my books? Can I really take 8 dresses? I'm beginning to think "no". I'm also close to panicking, so I'll make this post short and get back to work in a second.

I've said (most of) my goodbyes, I'm going to miss everyone so much. Becky's lent me my favourite out of her bracelets so I won't forget her, cause obviously without it I wouldn't remember her name after about 15 minutes. Cecily's lent me a huge pile of books that are going to come in handy during my many long journeys, when I'm not looking out over clouds or mountains or rainforests or coral reefs. How amazing is this going to be? Quite amazing. I had a long goodbye conversation with Leah yesterday as she was getting ready to go to Eton, sad I couldn't say goodbye to her today. Just after I typed this she called me, so I have had a Leah goodbye today. I hugged Rosianna and Steph goodbye, and to everyone I didn't see in my 10 minutes in school, I'm going to miss you.

I really need to get back to getting ready. Why don't I have servants to do this for me? Maaan that would be sweeeet.
Love
Holly x